At a loss for words...

 
These two palm tress fell into the ocean overnight, due to erosion, rough surf and wind. Notice the vendors in the background preparing their handmade crafts for sale.
Since our first post in March 2012, I've never been at a loss for a topic until today.  Each morning, while checking the stats for this blog, marveling in the number of readers from all over the world, something pops into my head.  My fingers fly across the keyboard with a mind of their own, as if my hands contain the thoughts as opposed to my brain. 

This morning, after responding to email from two people I adore, my inspiring cousin Phyllis and my new equally inspiring friend Nancy whom I met in Belize, I stared at my keyboard with nary a thought of what to write.



Originally, I wrote every other day, leaving time for events to occur as fodder for writing.  Alas, once we left the US, the desire to "take pen to paper" escalated to everyday posts.  I don't think I've missed a day but I'm open for correction.

Why write a blog?  The plan was to offer it as a means of keeping family and friends privy to where we were, what we were doing and our current state of safety in our travels.  Lo and behold, since we left the US, the stats began showing tens of thousands of visits to our blog, from all over the world. 

Suddenly, I felt compelled to write, not in a feeling-pressure kind of way, but in a joyful-can't-wait-to-write kind of way.  So, here I am, writing anyway, with the hope that those who drink their coffee and read, as I drink mine and write, will not upset their routine and...I will not upset mine.

Mr. Iguana stopped to say hello to me as I walked along the path to the little workout room.
He actually stopped dead in his tracks to peer at me.  Thank you, Mr. Iguana!
All I have to offer today, feeling somewhat drained from a poor night's sleep, is my own "mindless drivel," not unlike the endless books that I've been consuming on a regular basis. 

Yesterday, I expanded my reading horizons and downloaded a book from Amazon to both my no contract phone and my laptop from Oprah's Book Club, hoping to fire my brain in a more "artsy" way with a finer piece of literature. 

Reading, "She's Come Undone" by Wally Lamb, I became entrenched in the characters reminding me of my less than ideal childhood, growing up in the 50's, so very long ago. 

Little did I know that my "golden years" would be spent in any manner other than sitting in a chair by the window, growing old, reliving memories of a life long past, as I had witnessed in my youth, as my relatives entered old age.

Little did I anticipate, that I'd be sitting here on a Sunday morning, in a pink flowery bathing suit, overlooking the majesty of the ocean, next to the man of my dreams and writing a "blog" about traveling the world for the next so many years. 

My dear cousin lovingly writes "don't be worried" after reading yesterday's post. But I, like many of us, sometimes worries.  Sometimes, worry inspires us be cautious, treading gently in dangerous waters.  The important part, for most of us, is the ability to let the worry go once the worrisome event has passed.  That's me.  I do that.  I let it go. 

This was my view this morning as I sat on a step at Robert's Grove putting on my workout shoes for my last workout session in Belize.The lines are streams of water falling into the pool.

So, in two days, when our zillion bags (soon to be half a zillion) are secured in our mini-suite balcony cabin aboard the Carnival Liberty (click here for reviews), I will let the worry go, feeling once again, that we have landed firmly on our feet from yet another transition.  Will sewage be floating down the halls?  Will we be eating onion sandwiches? 

I hope not. For now, I won't worry about that.

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